When look into the mirror, besides your reflection, what do you see? What do you see about your body, in your eyes, in your soul?
I see two things.
*Potential*
I see the potential to be someone great--someone memorable. Someone that people will remember for years after I'm gone. It's almost as if I see myself as a lump of clay, waiting for the chance to be molded into a fine piece of art. Unfortunately, I don't see that chance coming anytime soon. The potential I see in me will most likely be wasted potential, like most people. If only I could find that chance...
*Both the man I hate the most and my worst enemy*
Throughout my life, I've hated many people. People that have used me or turned on me. But even with all the people on my list, I still find that the person I hate the most is me. I'm the reason I'm so miserable. While my family, which is the meaning of dysfunctional, and my experiences are major factors in my misery, it's me that can't or won't do anything to help myself. I'm the one who's made the bad decisions in my life, not others. I'm the reason I'm so fucked up in my mind. While I can blame most my mental characteristics/problems on my biological father, it's me who doesn't get myself out of my atmosphere. Out of all the people I've encountered, I am the only that can be blamed for my problems. I'm the one that can't live my dreams due to my growing problem of not feeling comfortable in even the most minor of social situations. And it'll never stop. Soon, all I'll have left is my self-pity and my growing list of problems without answers.