Did anyone else not really like uni? And by not really like, I mean kinda hate.
I mean its not bad, I can tolerate it, its basically an expensive extension of school - except even school had its good moments. The course im doing, Film Studies, is all theory. Theres 1 practical module I'm doing this year, which you all know how that turned out, and next year theres a couple. But even then, I was really looking forward to Screenwriting module in 2nd year, but I just got the module description and it says stuff like "This module is not intended to prepare you for a career in Screenwriting" ....so why am I doing it? Or the fact that in addition to a screenplay, theres a 4000 word essay on fuck knows what. And I thought the whole module would be about writing the screenplay, but in the description it goes on about different theories (of course including early cinema - every module is like 80% early cinema) that we'll learn about, and then at the end says "You'll also have the opportunity to write a short screenplay." The opportunity too... like its a special little treat they're giving us.
Theres 22 modules to choose from, I have to pick out of those for the next 2 years. Two of them next year will be practical, (screenwriting, and a documentary making one which will probably be hard and suck, but its practical so meh) and then if i get 60% in those i can do the final practical module in 3rd year. Which leaves... 5 more modules I need to do from the 17 left, and all of them sound boring and shit. Some of the titles I like, like "sound and cinema", could be interesting. But then the description completely destroys it by going on about "you will learn about soviet theories on sound, such as those by herbert zoyfringer and mary russian, as well as early cinema theories on sound" - fucking boring.
Then theres the teaching of the actual modules this year in film. All of them have been boring. Lectures drag on forever, the teachers basically read out power point slides and dont get you excited about film at all. I mean Film Studies has gotta be one of the most exciting subjects you can do, but its like in an attempt to seem professional and not be laughed at, they've sucked any fun out of the subject and made it as dry and theory based as possible, with loads of theorists and essays to read about and stuff like that. The seminars suck too, forcing us to do presentations and shit. Or in the seminar for the module i'm doing at the moment, we all have to be an "expert" for one week, as in, do more research than everyone else and prepare questions and film clips to show, and basically teach the lesson. And thats worth 10% of my mark.
The content of all the lectures is all stuff I could get from a book too - actually, I could get it from the book I had to buy for this course, which was 40 pounds. The book's chapters are basically split up into the different topics we do each week, but go into a lot more depth. The book is written in a way just as boring as the lectures are, but 40 pounds is a lot different to 3000 a year. So why am I doing this course?
Also, all the modules next year have 2500 word essay and 3500 word essay (other than the one i was most looking forward to, which obviously has that 4000 word essay). Its usually split in like 40% for 2500, 50% for 3500 and then 10% for the seminar stuff. Except some are a bit different, an extra 10% for a seminar presentation as well as general performance, and they take 10% from one of the essays, or, the other practical one has an extra 1000 word essay in there. So its loads of work. Thats not even the problem though, cause if I was enjoying it, I wouldn't mind doing the essays. Over 12 weeks, two essays isn't that bad. Well, its uni, so the level they expect you to go to means you need to do a lot of work and research to get good marks, but still, if I was getting inspired by the teachers or whatever then I wouldn't care.
Theres another uni basically round the corner from one I'm at now, that is apparently a lot more practical, and has pretty much the same modules for 2nd and 3rd years, but with more emphasis on practice. I'm pretty sure I COULD transfer, since the first years dont mean much anyway, at both unis they were just intro courses to bring everyone up to the same level. But, I'm too much of a pussy, it might suck just as bad, and its too much hassle. So 99% sure i aint doing that.
I'm gunna just put up with it. Like I said, it aint that bad. It's just boring, frustrating and dissapointing. But I can put up with it for another 2 years.